{"id":601,"date":"2010-09-01T19:11:37","date_gmt":"2010-09-01T19:11:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/101daysofpleasure.com\/?p=601"},"modified":"2013-05-04T02:32:49","modified_gmt":"2013-05-04T02:32:49","slug":"day-90-a-good-cry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/101daysofpleasure.com\/?p=601","title":{"rendered":"Day 90- A Good Cry!"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_602\" style=\"width: 209px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/101daysofpleasure.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/DSC_9071.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-602\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-602\" title=\"DSC_9071\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/101daysofpleasure.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/DSC_9071-199x300.jpg\" width=\"199\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/101daysofpleasure.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/DSC_9071-199x300.jpg 199w, https:\/\/101daysofpleasure.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/DSC_9071-680x1024.jpg 680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 199px) 100vw, 199px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-602\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Releasing Emotion Can Be Pleasurable!<\/p><\/div>\n<p>My mood only darkened since yesterday.\u00a0 I have no idea what is up with me, except that my partner is about to go away to a festival called Burningman, and I am staying home.\u00a0 It&#8217;s this continued mourning of my old life, my old body, my sense of loss of who I used to be.\u00a0 I know that I&#8217;ve been holding a lot of emotion in, staying strong for everyone around me.\u00a0 Why do we do that?\u00a0 What is it that makes us think that not crying or falling apart is strong?\u00a0 I think it takes strength to fall apart and let the emotions wash over us.\u00a0 So, tonight I invited myself to just fall apart.\u00a0 I got in the shower and started to lightly touch myself all over as the hot water poured down on my neck and shoulders.\u00a0 I curled up in the bathtub and let the water rain down on me.\u00a0 i tried some clitoral stimulation as I laid there, but my body seemed non-responsive.\u00a0 Then the tears came.\u00a0 Ah, what a pleasurable relief.\u00a0 Sometimes tears are like orgasms coming out the eyes.\u00a0 It felt good to let that go.\u00a0 But I knew there was more.\u00a0 I got out of the shower and decided to journal as way to continue to move this emotion, this great grief to flow through and out.\u00a0 As I wrote I realized many things, one that really set me crying was how much I missed my partner.\u00a0 Overall, we have done very well as new parents, but in all the logistics and lack of time, I miss him dearly.\u00a0 I miss laying in bed on Sunday mornings, making love, walking to the beach together for brunch, going home, making love some more, dancing\u2026I miss being languishing lovers.\u00a0 I miss all the touching, kissing and lovemaking.\u00a0 I let the tears flow and it 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