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Day 64 & 65- Erotic Fairy Tales and Phone Sex Research

Day 64- Another late night session.  Got out a book on Erotic Fairy Tales called In Sleeping Beauty’s Bed.  I read two stories.  I love to read, I grew up devouring books.  I loved romance novels from a very early age and I love fairy tales, so I thought that this would be a great combination.  But what I found was that they were too metaphoric for me.  I wanted a little bit more meat.  Everyone was virginal and it just didn’t do much for me.  I admit I have to read some more stories to delve deeper into the world of Erotic Fairy tales and although they were pretty metaphoric, it was still a bit of a turn on, which was good since I’ve been so in my head lately.

Day 65- Today I was on Playboy Radio, a guy named Jeff called in and gave me a suggestion for my 101 Days of Self Pleasure.  He Recommended that I try Phone Sex.  I admit I have never tried this or thought of it, but why not!  I came home to do a little research on the topic.  In my google search I came upon Betty Dodson’s site, I’d love for her to give me some homework!  At any rate, I found a 1-800 number to call, but thought I’d do a little more research before actually doing it.  It was late an night and if I’m going to do it, I want to have an orgasm.  I’ve been frustrated with not having an orgasm with all these evening sessions.  Why bother self pleasuring when I can’t have an orgasm!  Maybe that’s the wrong attitude, but sure do like my orgasms.  I did a little genital touch with dreams of having phone sex.  One days soon, I promise.

Day 13- Zazel- Art or Porn?

I decided to break open the erotica.  I was really intriqued by this film called Zazel, it won a bunch of awards and the cover looked very interesting.  The Relatives were out taking a walk and I had just finished up a meeting, so I had a small window of time to do my session.  I felt very “naughty” as I locked the door and closed the blinds to my office.  I popped the video into my computer and wondered if this is what guys feel like when they look at porn on the internet.  The film started and I thought about the little bit of porn I had seen.  I only recently watched some for casting my educational film on Oral Sex.  This was my first deliberate look at pornography for a self pleasure session.  There is something about porn that just doesn’t sit right with me.  I don’t know if its the fake fingernails (how do women self-pleasure with those?) or the lack of arousal that I see in some of the scenes.  I have to say though that this film was very unique, more artistic, the filmakers took time creating this piece.  That I appreciated.  Intellectually it didn’t turn me on, but I think physically it much have done something.  Or maybe it was the idea that at any moment someone could catch me in the act.  At any rate I had a clitoral orgasm in under a few minutes, hopped up quickly and shot my video, just as the relatives were arriving back at our place!

Day 12- Ravishment By WOOD

I Started to wonder if I would actually get my self-pleasure session in today.  We had relatives come in from out of town, a radio show to do, a museum visit (where I saw a very inspirational and sexy short film called Minotaur), and dinner out.  We didn’t get home until 10:00PM, and I still had to get the baby to sleep.  But I made it!

I grabbed some Kombucha and headed down to my office.  I Started with reading a little erotica from My Secret Garden by Nancy Friday.  Just knowing I was reading erotica was a turn on.  I thought back to our Radio Show, where we talked about dark sexual energies and ravishment and I thought I’d like to ravish myself.  When I looked at my table of new toys I picked one that said Ravishment to me.  That was the Nobessence Seduction made out of Black Palm.  This wood is so beautiful that I felt honored by it’s sensual hand made sculpture.  I was ravishing myself with art!  It felt amazing by the way.  I sat in my office chair and gave myself deep penetration with the Seduction, while adding clitoral stimulation.  First I had an ejaculatory Orgasm, then clitoral.  When it was all over it was almost midnight!  Whew! Just made it!