Today was another great day. Things have felt really good since I decided to make this more about self-care and self-love. I feel like I have felt better and better with each day. My partner has been more active in his initiation of sex with me, which I am loving. This evening I went for another run. I have never in my life, liked to run, but I am really enjoying it right now. It just feels good to have air in my lungs and my blood pumping as I run up the steep hills in my neighborhood. I fed my body with a variety of smoothies today, one being my addiction to kale smoothies. And to top the day off my partner asked me to the love loft. I knew I had to get some sexual self pleasure into the day, so I asked him if it would be okay for me to use his penis as a sex toy. He was very okay with it! I spent a lot of time just using his penis to rub on my vulva. I then acted like it was a dildo as I penetrated myself, while at the same time using my other hand to stimulate my clitoris. It wasn’t quite as easy as using a dildo, but he got really into it. He wasn’t moving at all, he just let me do whatever I wanted to do. Eventually I let go of using his as a “sex toy” and we just went into a great lovemaking session. We closed the session with some awesome mutual masturbation where we both had an orgasm at the same time. I had a number of little orgasms all along the way, but this last one was a blended orgasm from g-spot and clitoral stimulation. YUMM!