My legs are still shaking as a write this. A lovely afternoon with myself has led to a feeling a euphoria and being “weak in the knees”. I decided to do the homework assignment that Sheri Winston gave me. I got out the Eroscilator, which I have used before and gave it a second round. I stared on my thighs and oscilated my way towards my vulva. I played with it on my labia both on the inside and outside, I went for my clitoral shaft, and eventually the head of my clitoris. When I got to the head of my clit, it was just way too sensitive, so I backed off. I don’t know what it is about me and vibrators, but when I play with one I just want to put it on my clit and see what it does. I must resist that temptation. Then I felt something that surprised me. I felt the vibration in my anus and it felt good. I have to admit, I feel a little vulnerable putting this all out there, but I have committed to sharing all of this, so here goes…
First I started on my butt checks, which felt really good. Then I worked into the area between my vaginal opening and my anus, that felt good too. Then finally I put the head of the Eroscilator on my anal sphincter, that felt awesome. I held it there with one hand, while I used my other hand to stimulate my clitoris. That felt really good! So I kept going until I worked my way into a deep and intense clitoral orgasm. I used some breathing too, seems to have carried over from the weekend of doing lots of breath and sound. It definitely feels like there is a lot coming together (no pun intended).