Today was the official launch of my new Oral Sex series, so there was a lot to celebrate. The new season of my Radio Show also started. The topic was Lube. It is always such a joy to talk openly about sexuality with other people. And my Radio Show is like an hour of foreplay! I love it. After the show I went out for a celebration dinner, and I purchases a new camera (this is a little retail therapy!). I hope to start posting regular video blogs as this journey comes to an end. I’ve been self-pleasuring a lot these last few days, late at night, early in the morning, in the afternoon. My main sexual partner being gone frees up a lot more time for self love.
Today my mood was high. I felt great. Accomplishment is a wonderful aphrodisiac for me. I played with some fantasy tonight. I was imagining my partner at Burningman having the most fantastic time, flirting with other women, making out, getting his sexy on. Imagining him having so much fun was a huge turn on. Culturally, I think that most people would see this as odd. But I don’t get jealous really. Instead I experience something called Compersion, which is when you actually love it when your partner is loving or being loved by someone else. When I know my partner is having a great time, even if it is without me, I feel really happy. I love the idea of Compersion, it feels so much better than jealousy, which we have come to equate with love. In my self-pleasure today I indulged in my turn-on through this state of seeing my partner erotically happy! I eventually had a wonderful clitoral and g-spot combined orgasm as I floated off in a blissfull sleepy state.
Something must be in the air this week. My partner was so into me all day, he kept saying how sexy I was and kissing me. That always gets my libido going. I think feeling sexy is one of the most powerful aphrodisiacs. Our desire for each other was building all day, so once the baby was asleep, I initiated a little love action in the loft. Oh, my GOD! I remember sex feeling this good, but it hasn’t in awhile. I chalk it up to hormones. I can feel that something has shifted. I’m blaming it all on Progesterone and Prolactin. I think I’m making less milk, so my hormones are regulating and my genitals are getting more sensitive. See, progesterone can decrease your genital sensitivity. Penetration felt absolutely exquisite. I felt like the session was all about my pleasure and I notice a little guilt, but I couldn’t help dive deeper into the pleasure. I checked in with my partner and he seemed to be enjoying it just as much, so I kept diving, getting lost in the sensation. I used my hand to stimulate my clitoris. It was extremely engorged, I hadn’t felt it this big since the second trimester of my pregnancy (increased blood volume causes the genitals to swell). We played and I added my self-stimulation. For some reason I could give myself an orgasm. So he used a combination of his hands and his mouth (something he learned from my Oral Sex for Couples Series to get me there. As much as I love sex with myself, I really like sex with partner and myself combined!
Being a Sex Educator is the best Job EVER! I mean who gets to talk about sex, self-pleasure on the job, and do research about love, relationships and pleasure!?!? Well, I do! Today I was back in the recording booth finishing the Voice Overs for the newOral Sex Series. I was in the booth for a total of about 4 hours, so I thought I might as well take advantage of the time. I was alone in there, and the Voice Over could use a little added sexual energy, so why not go for it. As I read the techniques for cunnilingus I did a bunch of Kegel Exercises and the added some light clitoral stimulation. The chair I was sitting in was also nice to rock my pelvis back and forth. It was a yummy time!
Just had an awesome orgasm, did I need that! I spent the day looking at naked bodies (working on my oral sex series) and listening to sex stories on Playboy Radio, so by the time I got home I was feeling turned on. I decided to try something that I have never tried before, which is humping a pillow. I never thought it would be effective. I got out the Liberator Whirl and well, gave it a Whirl! It was nice, kind of like being on top of my partner. I could have definitly had a clitoral orgasm from the stimulation of it, but I got impatient and wanted the release, so I went for my good old faithful manual technique. I think I had the orgasm in under 30 seconds. My clitoris was very engorged with blood and ready to go. I must have been aroused all day long! This was great, I will definitly try pillow humping again 🙂
Today I was in studio recording the Voice Over track for Volume One of my new Oral Sex series. To spice things up a bit and help me to get my sexy energy voice going I did a bunch of kegels while imagining that I was either giving or recieving oral pleasures! My self-pleasure session may have been combined with working, but hey, it was great. And the recording turned out to be awesome. I thought I’d add some more self-pleasure as the day ended. It’s now just a few minutes before midnight. I just finished a session where I was lying on my side with my legs closed, while doing clitoral stimulation. Held off on the orgasm though, due to the fact that it’s so late. I think session number 39 will be my opportunity to go over the edge and do a nice long self love day!