Today was another great day.  Things have felt really good since I decided to make this more about self-care and self-love.  I feel like I have felt better and better with each day.  My partner has been more active in his initiation of sex with me, which I am loving.  This evening I went for another run.  I have never in my life, liked to run, but I am really enjoying it right now.  It just feels good to have air in my lungs and my blood pumping as I run up the steep hills in my neighborhood.  I fed my body with a variety of smoothies today, one being my addiction to kale smoothies.  And to top the day off my partner asked me to the love loft.  I knew I had to get some sexual self pleasure into the day, so I asked him if it would be okay for me to use his penis as a sex toy.  He was very okay with it!  I spent a lot of time just using his penis to rub on my vulva.  I then acted like it was a dildo as I penetrated myself, while at the same time using my other hand to stimulate my clitoris.  It wasn’t quite as easy as using a dildo, but he got really into it.  He wasn’t moving at all, he just let me do whatever I wanted to do.  Eventually I let go of using his as a “sex toy” and we just went into a great lovemaking session.  We closed the session with some awesome mutual masturbation where we both had an orgasm at the same time.  I had a number of little orgasms all along the way, but this last one was a blended orgasm from g-spot and clitoral stimulation.  YUMM!